skype??

a new things to me...i thinking install it long long time ago...now finally i installed it!!!( bcos of u la) not bad also ya..others way to communicate with fren...haha...erm...who create it? wanna say thank you to he or she...wakaka...its quite interesting haha...can call can write..both way...good la...can talk to my darling oso...haha..a lot of ppl chat wif me..i knew 2 new fren,one is from africa and one is from pakistan..both of them nice to talk...haha...then funny case.. got one guy asking me do you love sex game?what the hell??? swt la...haha(dun get confused cos not both of them). Anyway there still good experience...a way to meet more fren!!!hehe...but not really familiar yet...have to kaji kaji a bit!!! wanna bcome SKYPE expert!! haha...

fiN@lly..

looking at you this morning,i felt really ng seh tak..especially when you check in that time...everything that i did i talk just wanna give you surprise this morning!!(u dun mind wat i did de kua) hehe...but did you feel surprise... haha... must say yes ya..(give me some face ma!!)
tonight i called you, i can felt that u really happy what you have choose(jealous)...sounds excited(you must looks excited too) abroad there...everything on your own responsibility..must prove to your mum..you can live cool,stay cool,work cool, play cool and everything be cool... wakaka..honestly..you not that worst la like what your mum said...show to her!! tell ya you only can come back after you get confirm ya..if not i ll kill you!!! SERIOUSLY ya...
maybe you will miss your friend,some place,certain things in MY..but you think the other way...work there you will gain experience,meet new friend,many others else...whatever la...hehe :p
always remember what i told be who you wanna be,do what you wanna do!!! maybe others ppl dun understand but i ll be the one always support you..bcos we have the same "mind"...haha :p

mErry merRy...

as usual celebrate christmas with laptop...hehe...but i got my christmas present lo..i met my darling today...very d happy...wahaha...but gonna miss her lo...:( Anyway wish all my friend MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :p

GenTing

--Genting Highland 03 Dec 2007--

Peace Pls

Peace..where is my peaceful life? Where i belong to? suddenly i feel really tired!!! I think 16 years ago GOD already set that i wont have peaceful life in my life!!! The same things keep repeating day by day month by month year by year!! It never ever stop repeating!!!

other way to comunicate T_T

wanna write somethin but dun no how to start...is tat so difficult? i think yes..sometime hav a lot wanna write and wanna say but when u wanna start u ll find out..walaueh..susah leh..(*.*)
erm..the date is getting near and near till i feel like wah...so fast meh...really ar? Mixed feeling like wat u said...haha...(use ur word again,dun worry i ll pay u)wanna tell u..sorry darling,on tat day i cant go..(u knw wat i mean kua) actually i told aunty yesterday ady..but both of us wish tat will have 'kei jie'....but no matter how...my wishes ll like DIGI yellow man ~ always follow you...no matter how far u go...and KEEP IN TOUCH lo...take good care yourself...alone abroad, everything must be really careful dun get con(but dun con ppl oso la)hehe..my hp 24hours on d..anything(if dun mind the call charge)just call me...wish you all the best on your new journey achieve the most and wish everything going well on you!!! Take care my darling...

To who be CONCERN...

FRIENDS no matter how busy i am, or how often i meet you even i dint meet you at all..but inside my heart will always think about ,care about you...it would never change till the very end..i PROMISE

Thailand trip 15 Dec 07

Christmas tree@ Lee Garden

tuk-tuk(texi)

cAn yOu gUeSS wAt is iT??

pReTty or nOt??

(>.<)

have a wonderful and tiring trip...but i really enjoy myself....

REPLACE!!

l've learned the GOODBYES will always hurt

piCtureS wiLl nEvEr rEplacE haVinG bEen tHeRe...
mEmorIes gOOd oR bAd,wiLL bRiNg tEars...
And words can NEVER rEplAce thOsE fEElings...

say YES or NO

it's hard to try and give your heart to someone and when the last person you gave it to,breaking it and won't give it back..but no matter how your heart have been hurt..time still the best way to cure and please give a chance to the person who still waiting your answer.. by giving him or her a word~~~YES or NO..

xyz,.,.,.,///P__+{P:_P:)LI

i am so bored!!! look dumb!!! X happy lo!!!

what should i do??

Can’t understand what I have did?? Feel like everything I did except wrong still wrong and wrong!!! What I have did is only I go back late…but to them is like very big deal… I understand as parents they always wants their children stay beside them…but they never think that how I feel!!! Happy or unhappy doesn’t means much to them!!! They just want their children with them!!! Who knows I so bored there…everyday just like sleep…eat… sleep… that’s my life during my holiday there!!! What I want just something so call “freedom”…but it like very far to me…I can’t even hold the tail…I really dun like the way they talk to me…like if I not listen to them…they will just throw me one side.. don’t bother me anymore(she even said something that hurt me deeply)!!! As a children…how they feel?? Are they care about me?? I feel tired sometime…don’t know what to do also!! I always think that if I study everyday, the whole year! Is there any different?? i am sure I will be more happy.. a least there I was free for everything…

bian tai jia zhu

let me introduce to you all~~my bian tai jia zhu~~
L>R(standing) iN sHuAng(xiao mei ren) / mYseLF(jiu choi mao) / eLaiNe(biaN tAi)
L>R aUnTy cHristINe( biaN taI ta mA) / jEssY(Pak gU)
LOVE YOU FOREVER!!
--Genting Highland~3 Dec 2007--

fAmily pIcture

gEntiNG

came back from genting...have a wonderful holiday although it short..with my bian tai jia zhu...really happy... we eat together(mee cup + coffee as our breakfast) ..sleep together...joke together but we dint mandi together...wakaka...especially with my darling...be her warmer...we chiu chiu(talk)whole night..and very soh one sleep on floor with me!!! hahaha...then we went to cheong K...sohpo keep eating all the food and keep refill it... ahhh...sohpo really ng sek tak you leh...wish you all the best...

yellow man VS blue gal^^

FIGHT with yellow man!!!

-----$$$$$-----

ahhhhaaaaahhhhh.....where is my salary ohhhhhh!!!!Peter......!!!!!! $$$ come come....wakakakaka...i was crazy about that since last night..... hmmmmm.....~mo~ne~~yyyy

ng seh tak

Going to genting next monday...so excited to go there with my darling but it means that is last time we meet before she went to china...quite sad..and feel like 'ng seh tak'(jessy,really ng seh tak u leh)..although we knew each other less than 3 months... a humorous and kind girl..and sometime very soh one...hoho...(if she know sure jumping there)but i glad to know you although sometime u very noisy...haha...i just wanna wish my jessy friend achieve the goal in her life...enjoy her new life at SiChuan ..all the best to her i will always besides her to listen her babbling..happy and sad...

4 bian tai

i am going to spend my whole day at Sakae Sushi today!!!! wakaka....although i PH...hehe...my fren said i big 4 bian tai...ahhhahah....but now seen like full house d...hmmm...wat am i going to do neh?? they all so so so bussssyyy wo!!!i m sure nobody knows where am i actually...haha...i standing inside d cashier counter and writing this blog...wakaka....its fun....hohoho...and b the part time cashier!!!hehe..:p
u wont get the chance to write your blog inside the cashier counter!!!hehe...i m so lucky wo....jealous?? wakaka

Pls believe me!!!

Today should be my happy day...because i finish my training today...but who know... GOD gives me a present...the things keep repeating and repeating...i realize that if some one that wrong once it mean you will do the same thing wrong and wrong...thats human being...everyone is like that...but what make me upset is...haiz...dunno how to said also....i dint ignore i did wrong once before but can you give me a chance...or just believe me once...you said that you believe me but seen like you dint...why should i changed...even i had change but still nobody believe me!!! they still think that i doing it...
what to do...i dunno how to explain also...so i choose to keep quiet...as long as i know i not doing it...but i feel happy that few of my friend they believe me...one of friend said that: you said not then i believe you! so touch...i promise i wont disappointed you...at least i have few friends that support me and believe on me!!!

Tiger VS M16

i have a very enjoyable, fun environment and few people that very nice,humorous during my 2nd training..we always joke together...thats a unforgettable n sweet memory in my life...Jessy Ong one of the management training that always joke with me and sharing her experience with me...i was luckily...but i was always trouble her a lot...so i wanna apologize that whatever i did i said before that might hurt or trouble her... anyway she will be my darling forever...auntie christhine' christhine brand milo...very nice and very 'kao' till i sore throat...haha...but very warm wor!!! she always joke me too..i would say that both of them is tiger...one is kitchen tiger the other is service tiger..once they get mad..they will start to reload their M 16 and shooootttttt....t he whole kitchen and service ppl will kena juga lo...what else... haha
but is happy that can work with them lo...

i was wrong...

i know what i did was wrong but i promise i will change...so sorry to you...i dun want to hurt anybody i thought i can but actually i cant...i was wrong...i was wrong...i was wrong...i was wrong...

2nd training

6 November....my second training end up soon oh....wakaka...i knew few ppl during this 2nd training,they all very nice ppl like my RM Mr Peter Chong look serious but actual..(don call me Urene ever n never):p my senior + my darling = Jessy Ong (@.@)...supervisor CK..a look cool guy that tell joke but never laugh one^.^...and all the senior staff for SUB and KIT.thanks a lot tat always give your helping hand to me when i was stuck...REALLY going to miss u all...wish u all achieve the most in your career and have a excellent life in the future...

PROM TCHT 02 NOV 07

mY sIs et Bro

mE & sTeVeN HCC

xIInWeII ^mIko^mYselF

mR jOaqUim et mOi et mS zUl

mAyxIm..MyseLf..fElI

th@nks fOr cElEbratE mY bDay

mIko..eDwin..j@n..mYselF..xiInwEii..elvin

mY fRen...

after lunch...

--Sushi King Sunway Pyramid 20 May 2007--

meet again

4 months and the 9 days...i meet her again yesterday at the college...i went to annex because i knew she is there.I attend her talk but that is almost finish d...i really happy to see her doing well...i walk to front and sit down...but she dint realize i was there...finally she shout at me and call me aunty *.*III...then we hugging and asking each others life...she said like that lo...i said like this lo...haha...what the hell is it...maybe dunno what to said and ask...she looks so busy during the fair...run here there...she like celebrities...luckily nobody ask for signature...:p
We(me janvier inshuang she) talk about the grandmother's story....we laugh and laugh...thats sweet memory that i dun think i can forget in my life...believe me when you go through something for sure you will remember something....some 'copyright' phrase make me always think about and remember her...thats what she said...i dint ignore....
ask for career opportunity she said after three year la...now we are black listed lol...what the hell...so cruel...+_+
Anywhere happy to see her again...and wish to see again....

Pls approve her leave..her boss! Amen...

completed

Huuu....finally...i completed my mission d...this term really killing man....a lot of assignment,assessment.project and project....from the morning till the night from night till morning...24 hours per day per person really feel like not enough...always wan to ask for more...during the term exam...i was crazy...go ice skating but the end we go bowling loolz..then dinner ate ramen at sunway pyramid...my fren all like want to kill me say that i am crazy d...a bit lo...hehe...the next day...i went sunway pyramid wif my fren...wat we did there...lunch loolz...sushi king rm2 per plate only o...so cheap...hehe...of course i eat a lot...jun jun ask me go d...keep saying sushi sushi...^.^
2 weeks holiday what should i do nih? very boring...do nothing at house...wan to go out but lazy to drive o...OMG sangat sangat d boring leh....everyday at the house wan to busuk d...perfume almost finish d...to cover the smelt...hohohohoh...

Theme night~~Mimes

table setting...

mocktail of the day...

Theme Night 07...

preparing....

table setting...

table setting....

sOmeTimE

Sometime strunggles make us more wise,more strong!! I do agree. But to me it's already over, i need some space,time to relax. I really feel very very tired suddenly and want to run away,give up,do not care about others thing!! may i? Some responsiblity make me feel like a huge stone on my body,cant breath!!! Suffering!!!

Somethings happen and really make me feel upset,i was try to maintain it but i was failed...i try and try but...really difficult...maybe i should give up...and just let of...one of my friends said that, enjoy your teens,you only have it once!

I feel lonely sometime,needs something to fill up mylife! Is it difficult? Why i cant get it? maybe I AM ALIEN...not from the same celestial body...needs and wants is different...

Go to the devil,is better than you go to kind...because you can become the worst person and do all the evil things no one will talk about you and care about you...because you are devil...worst or best or black and white you can choose to be...but no more in middle or grey...middle is just like a spy...