geminis are very forgiving people...just behave as normal and make effort to make amend..

a good title leh!!! said by a human...wahaha...
everything still learning...relax and enjoy the moment...cannot expect perfection...need to let it go...

while shooting

We are here for the 1st learning experience shooting..ahem..it was Saturday..my weekend gone because of this shooting but i had try steven's FLAMBE CHAR KUEY TEOW!!!! wakaka....

steamboat dinner ^.*

we are sweet sweet family...

guys...jaga image a bit la...swt

ms,dun la shy shy...just do it!!!

p(mask)q

People who always carry a MASK with themselves,does them feel weird??? I got no idea!!! I cant said they are wrong but i really dun like it!!! Maybe they realize that in this world, need to do so...maybe next minutes i become like that or WORST than that!!! Who knows??? I was thinking this few day,do i really have to continue in doing all the "ANTI" action to certain things and people??? Do i get anything?? Obviously NOPE!!! Then why should i continue doing it??? As long as i know what happen and i stand for it, i think that is more then enough!!! Come on la...ilrene why you so stubborn with it.?.?.?.

eMo...

learning how to control my emo..i m the future hotel-ier!!! I am sure i can do it!!! Give me sometime!

心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。
千萬不要忘了最初的本心

what kind of feeling is it???

is it in real life time all people are selfish???? They wont think about others is it??? And then when they do something just wanna show to their boss!!! Do you meet that kind of people before??? Lets say, when you under a people what is your characteristic??? And when you as a leader what is your characteristic??? Is that we are not suppose to be so nice and kind to people in this kind of industry or any situation????? End up we will be the one who always suffering ourselves ????

When that is your duty or responsibility, will you try your best to finish or complete it although you are not satisfy with what you are doing,will you still going on??? I try my best to complete my duty because i don't want to regret one day!!! But what i did, i didn't get any support from my boss, do you understand how i feel like??? Its really damn deep shit feeling!!! I realize that as a team for sure that is a good man who always do the good things showing the kind and a bad man always doing all the bad things that he or she could!!!! We willing to scarified for someone that who always stand for us support us, think about us!!!

I am not a good leader but i am sure i can be a loyalty follower for a caring person!!!

Honestly, our food promotion are shucks!!! The food not nice,entertainments not really good, service slow but the only part is decoration was super excellent!!! I wish everything can just end up when it should be end!!! But to me is difficult to let off like that, i still have that kind of feeling controlling my emo!!!

mistake..

went to see ms jasmine this afternoon..asking the "deeply heart" comment from her..she asked us back what is food promotion??? food and service??? i said...NOPE!!! Is guest satisfaction,janvier said!!! YUP,you are right!! Do you think your guest are satisfied with it??? she asked again...haiz..we all shaking our head!!! So where goes wrong??? we all NO idea??? you guys did an excellent job actually,just a bit minor minor problems!!! me and steven said but minor minor problems will become big deal one day!!! Funny is we do know the problems happen but we dunno how to solve it or we are to overall the whole function??? No one knows!!!

Sad things...in our team is look like a small china town...jasmine said. We try our best to involve them as we can but from their respond really make people no motivation to do so,i said..I know you guys are trying your best to do everything,all the effort that you guys put in we know,we saw..she said.

ilrene,you not a good emo controller ya!!!haha...she laughed at me...(+.+)!!! i swt....speechless...

Océan de Zodiaque

What a fucking tired feeling when it comes to end,no more energy to support me!!! Just like a dead prawn after that!!! It was a fantastic and really appreciate what you have done~decoration team!!! YOU DID A GOOD JOB!!! WELL DONE!!! EXCELLENT!!! were comment from everyone to this food promotion,but to me is just like a learning lesson and i do really learnt something from it!!! Nothing's gonna change my way and i always be who i wanna be,as long as i know i did my part!!!STAY POSITIVE!! A special comment for me,i so damn deep shit right?? i tot i wont be that but who know end of the date i was...everything became a mash and i do think i success control myself by just showing the moody face...in the same way i do make ppl worry me...but..haiz...

under stressss!!!!

under stress???? WHY???? Because that is some SYMPTOM that i not really realize and awake!!! Dunno where is it come from??? i have a lot of problem to face and to solve it!!! where can i release and how am i going to do it??? I dunno what happen in between me and my auntie coz changing and i really run out of way to solve it and think about it!!! That is the most troublesome, i cant do much to this issue and its difficult to do so! I dunno,maybe the problem is on my side or its happen because many things link together!!! What should i do to this problem!!! NO IDEA at all!!!! Who can help me??? What is the best solution for it?? Or just like one phrase in Chinese call~~ nice to meet;difficult to stay!!! Nice to hold,once broken considered SOLD!!! suddenly pop up in my mind...wtf!!! swt on myself!!!! SIEN SIEN SIEN...bored bored bored with my life lately!!! Just like dead prawn!!! NO motivation!!

**killing**

from 42 to 80 how u describe it???
i will said its stressful....worry....
people who know this 2 digit then you will understand what i mean!!!
80 onwards i lovin it!!!

+real+

I learnt few lesson recently...its really make me feel oh, that is real world!!! without who and what world still world..it would not change no matter how!!! But human is different, they can be really very selfish when it wanna be!!! It will be the most horrible things in this earth!! Telling the truth sometime work but sometime NOT!!!

Aren't you???

bad mood today..arguing with someone!! I angry because of the way he shouting at me since like i did wrong but actually i am not!!! The most unacceptable thing is i find out i don't have any support from person that i should get from!!! It's really sucksssss man...i was very upset and disappointed...and i choose to leave that stupid situation without any talks...who can tell me what i did?? what should i do?? why i have this kind of things happen on me!! I am not good enough or they feel i never did my job!!!I really feel tired to have such sucky function and seems everything goes wrong or misunderstanding between people!!!

I do accept people's suggestion and try to do it but the end what i get?? Dunno how to said ady!!! i always ask people to accept that, let it be...but when it happen to me...haiz..is very difficult to do so!!! Is there one word~ MISUNDERSTANDING can explain everything??? Do they think why thats happen??

Misunderstanding would not appear only once,it just like everything accumulate together and its explore when i cant take it easy!!! Dun want to involve myself?? I really can not!! I do have the responsibility!!! I cant said i want to give up and i just give up!!! Its hard man!!! Think twice before make the decision??? Everyone ask me to think twice,another two weeks...ilrene...it will end!! Just another two weeks everything will be ok!!! Dun give up now!!! Should i?? what is the unknown power to support me till the end?? MY FRENS?? Sometime i feel i am the most stupid people in this world!!! Why should i care about this and that!! why i so busy body???why i cant just let it go...simple and easy!!!

Responsibility always surround beside me and sometime i like it so much but most of the time i hate it because it always cause me in a situation that i cant away from the situation easily!!! What the hell is it!!! One week holidays it might be a solution!!!