pain..

Dunno how to describe myself when i heard that, painful? sad? ya.. i think all mix up together ad..but the most is i felt so sorry to you..when i saw your crying face my heart was bleeding,i know the most i can do is accompany during this time, and i do whatever i can to comfort you baby but it seems like i dint did a good job. I hope my baby really can come over, others things to me doesn't really matter and i din bother. What i wants is you baby..happily enjoying your life dun think about the past think about your future, just treat it a learning experience, you learn more compare to others, learn to live in different situation.

Luv u baby..

baby

the reality of working place is what you see now, one day you may realize what baby see now actually not the worst..so baby what you can do just go ahead and find your own way to define your job and enjoy it then you will find out actually not that hard oso..somehow you still have face it though you dun like it at all...

baby take good care of yourself...

sorry...

sorry im not that fulfill ur need and im not that perfect actually...i tot u need someone to listen to you but actually im wrong..i do understand how tired, how frus you are..sometimes i just mumble only..dont mean to complan..and now i knw what should i and i shouldn't...sorry baby..

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suffered for diarrhea...sigh

:(

when i alone i feel lonely yet when im not alone i still feel alone...

im

im here not to scare you, im here to accompany you...

im here not to slow down you, im here to accompany you...

im here to listen to you, im here to concern about you..

im here to accompany you, not to disturb, interrupt or change your life...

im here just to accompany you, no others things...

me to u..

We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else.

We have to admit that love doesn’t give us the license to own a person.

This is what love means……sacrifice.

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to.

Though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them or we’ve stopped to care.

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can’t have them, but it’s worse when you thought you didn’t want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can’t live without them.

Deep in my heart, I’m suffering, knowing that I’ve lost you.

On the outside, I’m living, pretending that I’ve forgotten you.

A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain.

And, when you finally let go, you’re free from any pain, but your hands are empty.

How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me?

How can I stop my tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me?

How can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?

They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again …

I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again.

A heart breaking isn’t always as loud as a bomb exploding..

Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..

And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..

Who do you run to when the only person who can make you stop crying, is exactly the one who is making you cry?

pls..

i dunno what should i do to make urself more confident and trust urself! Baby, to me u are the perfect one!! U juz have to trust urself be more confidence u are the best for me dun doubt about it..believe me..nothing gonna change my mind as long as u believe me and u urself had such big impact to me..I NEED U with me..

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心痛...让你受苦了...对不起

me again..alone..

here again, doing my stupid TIS i got a lot of info but dunno how to compile or should i say i no mood to do..cant concentrate at all...

slept last nite around 1am woke up 3something y? bcoz im HOT!!! hehe..looking at you wow..you dead sleep and your posture abit funny..den i took a F1 magazine to flip through,play some game i decided to SLEEP but i cant..lying at your side playing your finger, hair..den i woke up and sit opposite you and looking at..wow..your posture again kind of seduce me..wakaka..

finally.i think i sleep at 4 something..but den i awake at 7 by the alarm..argh...but i got a very good compensation..wakakaka...

and now i alone again(dunno till wat time) with my laptop in my lonely room..hmmm... and somemore wit the STUPID tis!!!!!!!!!!!

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Finally, you back to here!!! You entered my house without telling me. Opps..i so surprise because i tot you hevent reach here but who know you ad here and unpack everything ad.But who know you ad enter my house even room and come to me give me the '' xi niu'' and hug me??( Do you?) wakaka..i cant remember that :p The first sight i saw was like oh..im so happy seriously but i dunno wat to do. Should i give you a hug or what? I was stone there. Den i finally got some action telling you nah thats your makeup stuff( stupid rite) i shouldn't open my welcome speech in that way..such a waste!! After that i stand up and pause my movie, and i come to you..xoxo..hehe.. hen we pack some stuff and move our ass to your house..wakaka..again there continue our story..wakaka^^

I luv U baby...

miss u so much^^

It's like century for me to wait till you come back..and now only i realise that i ad use to it..spent my time with you..without you i felt so lonely and when i was alone at home i felt the room is very big and empty but actually the room is very small only..try to sleep i cant, watching movie not concentrate oso..keep on checking had you reply my msg? OMG,what happen to me ?? i tot i should use to be alone without anyone should be fine..but who know im not anymore!! Now..again i thinking of you le..baby fai fai come back la, i relly miss u so much!!!