if you ask me why LOVE became like this?? I really got no idea of it,maybe as what you mention it had transformed couple love to family love, our love it just happen like that. We..i get use to it already. Now, is the time that we use to see thing clearly, do not covered by the LOVE and i believed you realized that me not that good actually and i dunno why i feel that you always demand something when i not really free to... Perhaps you just need me that time but sometime i really feel so annoying and frustrated then next i will show my face to you and the lift up my tone..im so sorry and really hope you can bear with me but if you cant then just forget it..you can chose what you wanna do..
I believe all the problem is come from my side, perhaps i losing my faith on myself. I dunno what i can do and to do..am i able to keep our relationship forever..i got no answer for my question. Maybe im over putting faith on myself since the first day, im not that strong eventually..sorry i knew i been hurting you since dunno when..but i really trying my best to maintain but it seems like just useless..i stressing out to give the best i could to you, i wish i can do everything you want for you, i just want you to happy but most of the time i really cant afford to do so..you have your problem to cover from your parents neither me..can you stand on my side and think for me..
