useless..

1st semester break began, as usual i back to my hometown again..but today slightly different because i tumpang bb's car back here..hehe..car sweet car..the journey seen to be very smooth tot we will jam for no reason but it just too fast ye early..:(

thinking of whether should i drop the competition or not?? My brain getting empty and empty, no idea, no motivation and i think the most important thing i lost the HEART ad.. without the HEART i loosing everything..i guess..i know my friend are always supporting me, encourage me and also U, i know but i just kind of..no confidence because i know myself so well i afraid i will be too nervous till i cant perform well and i dun wanna disappointed u guys..i think i will always be the one who stand around my friends and support them that's what i do..i would like to try but i really cant perform it..

i would like to say sorry to U, blaming u as excuse, i shouldn't do that..forgive UR useless baby, i just dun wanna take the responsibility and the stress..im so sorry..