but to me sometime i don't see any chance i can make my own choice..i don't know what i did till people cant believe me and they always questioning what i have did..yet when i explain to them..they don't believe in what i said..such a big joke man!!! Until sometime i don't feel like to explain what i had did cos to me is nothing different whether i explain it or not! You wont believe on me..then what is the point i explain and you expect the answer?!
I knew the way i talk to you was rude and i shoudn't do that to you but i really lost control of myself because you said cant believe what i said and did recently?! Is that the reason?? i dunno..you only the one will know..i choose to be quiet doesn't mean you are right or i m not wrong..it just i dunno how to explain..cos everthing it just happen like..very natural..no reason..
sometime i really think if i m alone here to study..everything on my own..do i have the responsiblility or i have to report whatever i doing,did?! the answer definatelly is not that much..sigh..sometime i just dont have that kind of mind set to report to every one what i doing..and i always i assuming this and that..till myself also take it as habbitual ad..
i still looking for my desire...totally lost recently..donno what i want also..
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