zut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I would never ever believe or trust that in this world we have some word so call " second chance" although you changed!!! It would NOT appear though people said: i ll forgive you if you want to change!!! I wont believe it BECAUSE it happen to me!!! Obviously, SHE dint trust me at all since the first day she knew me SMOKE!!! Maybe she feel that is hard to stop smoking but she have to understand that NOT everyone like that!!! At least, i am NOT!!!As my aunty, so sorry to say that but thats truth. i believe that she never show her 100% trust on me!! Then what is the different i STOP and i dint STOP smoking??? Nothing different to me now!!!